I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, I don’t have sex, I don’t party, I’m pretty much a pathetic excuse for a teenager I don’t YOLO much. I stay home on the weekends and just hang with family, I watch disney channel, I do my homework, I get scared if I take too long at PE because I don’t want to get in trouble from the study hall teacher, I go to church every single weekend, I’m in youth ministry, I go on church retreats, feed the homeless, shit like that. That’s what I do. So when my mom tells me that she can’t trust me I trip the fuck out. WHAT DID I EVER DO TO MAKE YOU NOT TRUST ME?! I can’t even understand why you guys don’t trust me especially mom. I don’t do bad things, I’m fucking lame like seriously I have no social life what so ever. I literally text like 4 people everyday and I don’t even start the conversations. I laugh at my phone bill because it’s so low every month. So the other weekend I went to Aiea’s graduation for people from YCL which is a church group at another church. So I went cruising with my sister from church and my parents were flipping out. First of all she was driving and she’s not like most teenage drivers, I feel completely safe when I’m with her because she’s a really safe driver. Second of all it was a graduation for really good friends so yeah I’m going to go, Third it’s a graduation that ends at like 8 o’clock so sorry if we’re hungry and wanna eat dinner somewhere. CHILL THE HELL OUT. Then my sister from church. This girl has been my bestfriend since SECOND GRADE. She is my sister! She graduated from St. Francis then there was a dinner after. My mom wasn’t that bad this time but only because I had to go with my aunty because she wouldn’t let me fucking drive. She never lets me drive even though I had my license since LAST YEAR! But she was still asking me like every two seconds where I was………. I’m in the same place mother I didn’t move yet. Then when I get home from her grad and the dinner thing MY PARENTS AREN’T EVEN FAWKEN HOME what the fucking shit. Are you joking me? UGHHH! then tonight we had a CHURCH class at our teachers house. So my mom was tripping ball sacks because “we aren’t suppose to have class off of church grounds” okayyyy most of us are over 18 and I’m almost 18 so it’s our choice. We all got confirmed (except tuna) so it’s a totally optional class for us. She said it went waaaay over time. Well sorry my brother got a concussion and we ended up praying over him. Fuck. Plus! the worst part is that she doesn’t let me drive anywhere. I don’t know when the hell she’s going to realize that once I’m in college I’m goners. I can’t stand living here. I had my license since like november of last year. I took all the classes I did the whole 50 hours because they made me and I earned my license. Whenever I drive I always have to drag my sister along and it’s really irritating because that just goes to show that she doesn’t trust me. Whenever I ask to go somewhere she’s always like “okay how are you going to get there?” UHHH IDK DRIVE! wtf I know how to drive I have my licenses. I’m just tired of them being so overly protective of me when I don’t even do anything provocative. I know they love me and want the best for me but there comes a time in my life where I have to make my own mistakes and they’re not going to be there for me. They need to realize I’m growing up. I’m not a little girl anymore.